First off - NEWS!

#1: Check out my new little book, Tamara and the Taverna Keeper. You can read it no charge, no opt-in here.

#2: My new group program is happening now! Join us! You can check out the beta for the Big Dream Program 2.0 online program here. It's so new, it's nowhere else on my website yet - so putting it right here at the top for now. :)  

--> Learn about the BDP 2.0 here

'WTF am I doing with my life'?!?

If you've been asking that question for awhile, and not seeming to get satisfyingly far with it, I submit that a different question might be easier to answer: 'What would I like to be doing on a Tuesday?' Welcome to the Big Dream Program. I'm Alex. Try this video... The Tale of the Two Barbers.

When trying to figure out your next big life & work chapter...


Here are some thoughts I can offer that I hope might help you out. You can check them out to see if my point of view might be useful for a wild (and maybe a bit wonderfully weird?) person like you. 


  • The Tale of the Two Barbers in the video above is an analogy for how I went from commercial diver to Reiki Master to founder of the Big Dream Program 15 years ago, and maybe it could be 'just the perspective' for you.
  • That story changed my life & work completely, and led me to create my foundation workshop - the Calling Workshop - which I toured around Canada and the US, then live online around the world - and finally... put here. Free. For you if you'd like it. You can have the 11-module 'WTH am I doing with my life?! eKit' free of charge on this page just below these bullet points.
  • More than 1200 people did that workshop with me which catalyzed the past 10+yrs doing 1on1 Coaching work with folks. I usually work with 10 individual clients at any given time. Info, examples, and link to apply at that link.
  • As I worked with folks over the years, I noticed that my particular blend of energy work incl meditation + practical was what most of my clients got the best results from. And what seemed to be missing for them in other resources they'd tried. I blend my 20yrs as a Reiki Master and meditation teacher with how to build a dream, or a business - from the inside out. I wanted to share some of what was most effectual with more people than just my 1on1 clients, and for that purpose created these eKits.
  • And the articles and another free class here on my blog.
  • I have indeed endeavoured to share on social media amidst all this, and here are Some FB Live videos on stories and topics that might apply to you.
  • Beyond that, feel free to drop me a line. I'd love to hear from you. Let me know what you're trying to figure out!

Big hug,


A free 11-Module eKit.

You can get my entire foundation work here. A complete course on the 5JRs I talked about in the video, a highly unique bucket list kit, energy-meditation tips, and a pile more.